Friday, March 10, 2006
Pressured.Stressed.Panic.Tensed
i want to die now!!!! this business plan is killing me I SWEAR....i hate it! i hate it! why did i choose this course!?! wala sa plans ko mag take ng business course for college but i have no choice na andito nako at nasimulhan ko na, but im really having a hard time na! solo na ito, hinde group project....jusko anu na gagawin ko( kuya jess please help me! i need you).... wala pa ako half way sa papers ko...ang dami ko pang kulang. i need more research and conduct a survey for my business which is a Pet Grooming center....grabeh, nakakaloka esp. sa business plan... pakshit talaga...struggle ito!! KAGULO! i just realized that even though im studying sa isang school na sobrang mahal at ang dami tamad, but yung course ko naman is freakin hard sobra,sa simula madali lang pero pag dating mo na sa majors PATAY kana dali na! magigisa ka at magsusunog ng kilay! i SWEAR..mas malala pa course ko sa mga kapatid ko nung nag aaral sila sa ateneo...seryoso..hinde ito nakakatawa....BS Entrepreneurship is not "baksakan" course but its a really really f*ckin difficult...hinde ka dito pwede manghula,mag-bola, lahat lahat na..malalaman talaga nila...and yung harder part of this is the recital you will present on your OWN! present ka ng powerpoint presentation of your business infront of the lead directors of the school...i have experienced it already napaka panget ang feeling sobra...kakabahan ka at titirahin ka...lalaitin yung mga mali mo..kapag hinde mo nasagot tanung mo, susungitan ka nila...tas anu pa sasabihin nila na makakasakit! waaaaah! i know naman i can do it! sobrang na prepressured na ko sobra...malapet na kasi e..sa march 27 na... gusto ko sobrang ganda ng business plan ko at presentation ko..dapat sobrang linaw... hinde na nga ko lumabas with my friends today coz i have to fix my plan..tas financial plan pa...ito pa yung pinaka-mahirap! waaaah! jusko po! KUYA JESS! HELP ME! HELP ME TO BE MORE MASIPAG! bigyan mo ko ng powers na para mas mag-sipag ako....im really having a hard time now, my parents, friends is helping me out..nihihiya na kasi ako hinde na sila nakaka-work because of me e..pero ganun talaga kapag madami nag mamahal sayo diba? kaya IM SO HAPPY na may nag hehelp sa akin...hai.. enough of this na nga, sumasakit lang ulo ko..at hinde na nga ko makatulog sa kakaisip e... school papers is bullsh*t!
anyway...i don't have class tomorrow! Thank god is friday! but hinde ako gigimik i have to first fix my papers...after finals na ko magliliwaliw...mag-spa ako! lahat ng pampakalma at pampatangal ng stressed!
i will do everything for you KUYA JESS...i will bever let go of you KUYA jess.... Basta Ikaw Lord! kahit MAHIRAP! KAHIT MASAKIT.. BASTA IKAW LORD PARIN....
I CAN DO IT! I CAN DO IT! I CAN DO IT! B.I.L mahal kita!
Pamee Tupaz thought hard on 12:41 AM.
