Wednesday, March 22, 2006

im all alone here at my dad's office waiting for my brother(peepo) to pick me. nauna na si dad coz he has a meeting pa in sulo hotel.

anyway im not yet done with my business plan..grrr! hate it. i must finish this by friday na, so i do narin my powerpoint presentation..i need to practice this weekend..the good thing is with my paper, is im done with my financials...(thanks to my dad's accountant! love you ate maricrise and HAPPY BIRTHDAY)

opps! my brother is here already! have to go..:)

JM i have tickets na pala! beh;P

Sunday, March 19, 2006

YEY! my lolo gave me 50 dollars! i did'nt tell my dad about it....ako lang sa magkakaptid binigyan..yeyness! 2800 din ito..pang shopping! bwahaha! la lang just sharing..
our school will be having a college prom on april 2,2006 at fernwoods! my friends in school is so makulit asking me to buy tickets from the nahihilo na ako kanino ako bibili, pero baka kay cheska na lang ako bibili since siya una nagbenta sa akin at may discount siya..haha...i will attend the event kahit pilit lang tulong na din un for the school and to meet new friends and beside summer na yun! YAHOO!...ok lang kahit walang partner mag-STAG na lang ako..much better and mas masaya...hinde lang naman ako mag-STAG e..

oopss..that's all for now folks...have to attend mass pa..

take care:)

Saturday, March 18, 2006

just got home from school.booo! what i hate is its saturday usually late ka na nagigising diba?pero you have to wake-up early to attend your 9am class,sobrang namamadali ka ksi ayaw mo ma-late sa class at mahirap na tas pag dating mo sa school yung prof mo isa hinde papasok at yung isa naman late na mag start yung class..hassel diba?
papasok ka lang para mag-test tas yung tatanungin sayo, paulit-ulit na lang! grrrr....hate it! sir pax talaga...i want to have class pa naman, pero mas-nauna pa ang golf tournament niya kaysa sa amin...lahat pa kami hinde pa alam when pasahan ang business plan namin. one of my classmate called him last thursday and sir pax told her "secret" daw! what an answer diba? kakainis ang sagot niya...so meaning so next next week pa? sa finals week..ah ewan! basta ako i will pass my final paper next next week...yun na yun...hassel ka talaga sir lapid!

then my eco class suppose to start at 12:00 pero my prof can't make it coz he has a meeting daw..so he moved the class at 3:00pm! bwiset! i have a 2 hour break, buti na lang aimee and jm was there, so hinde naging boring..thank god andun sila...kung ala mga yun,im sure umuwi nako hinde ko na aantayin yung prof ko...

hahaha! laugh trip kanina during eco class...my classmate inigo told something to me about yung girl nakaka crush sa kanya and the way the girl txt her! how annoying!chismis to! if ganun txt niya sa boyfriend ko..malalagot sa akin ung babae yun.

after class, me and jm went to eastwood.i accompanied to national in cybermall in eastwood then we had our marienda in mcdo. cympre hinde mawawala ang chismisan...we talked about the lives of other people....hahaha! chismosa at chismoso namin noh! hahaha...well masaya kami ni jay-em dun..kulang nga kami e..wala si jaja and aimee...

love that guy! his really a good partner and a good friend...love you friend! your not just my thursday and saturday friend...your my forever FRIEND! hahaha..kinilig ka nadiyan..bwahaha!:)

have to go...im going to marketmarket i will meet my parents there...:) waah!

Jess Bless everyone!:)

Wednesday, March 15, 2006
APPROVED!!!!

Hooraay!!!!
After 6 years, im going back to the states this summer..im so excited! hahaha...approved visa namin lahat...sobrang tagal din namin hinde re-new us visa namin, nung 2001 pa siya expired kaya my dad thought that were kami mag-kakapatid hinde makakakuha ng visa....but nakakuha kami, our visa will last for 5 years..yeyness!!! kaso it took us for a very long time to be interviewed. we were at the us embassy at around 11:30 sobrang strict, wala excuses dun, keyso artista ka, politician, or what so ever, you really have to fall in line...naabutan pa nga kami ng ulan buti na lang we were able to bring an umbrella...sobrang struggle buo araw nandun kami, our interview ends at 4pm..4 hours kami dun..buti na lang were able to eat before going sa embassy, pero sa sobrang init tas dami windows na pupuntahan mapapagod ka rin, at sobrang tagal pa and dami people na gusto pumunta ng america! puno lahat e....

ayun na..had our interview...My Mom, Dad, Kuya Paolo and I had an interview(i was asked were i studied and what are my plans and i told the "american" .. im a still a student in ESA and putting up my own business! paano ba naman kasi, they don't believed sa age ko, i look so young daw. simula pa lang sa screening sobrang tinitigan ako ng girl paulit-ulit tanung niya my birthday and age! hai....)...only Peepo didn't have the interview, wala sa kanya tinanung ni isa question e.. ang funny lang kasi sobrang ang dami papers namin inayos mula birth certificate to-bank account papers etc..and i paid for my temporary transcript, certificate of enrollment, certificate sa bank basta lahat ng important documents namin, inayos...tas pag dating pala dun, hinde pala hinihingi..badtrip! sobrang bigat ng paper bag dala-dala namin....pero at least after a long hours we waited to be interviewed, hinde kami na denied-AMEN LORD AMEN...dami rin na denied..kakaawa nga e... kaya sobrang thanks ulit kay kuya jess he answered my prayers again...thanks kuya jess! mwah! mwah!

after our interview..were all very hungry. were suppose to go sa Mall of Asia..kala namin open na,hinde pala..kain sana kami dun..tas my mom want to eat sa floating restuarant, hinde rin natuloy kasi, its for reservation..so we decided to eat sa isang chinese restuarant in Timog, then we went home. i slept for 1 hr..

now? im off to bed after this...im still tired! i can't be absent tomorrow coz 2 absences na lang drop na ko sa venture office management..kakainis kasi si miss. macatangay e, hilig-hilig niya mag late...so i can't be late nor mag absent..tutal in a few weeks the term is over na...ayoko na siya maging prof! kakasawa na siya..sana by june may bago na teacher..

My two kuyas and I were planning to franchise a Kettle popcorn ba yun?(yung nasa greenhills) basta maliit siya na stand na nag bebenta ng popcorn..so ayun nga, plan namin mag franchise nun tas lalagay namin sa Market-Market or sa mall of Asia...so siguro after my finals...kokontakin ko yun..maganda kasi yung market e....tska maliit lang siya..maganda maglagay ng ganun sa maramihan na tao...la lang just sharing...

have to go guys! i need some rest and energy..sobrang tired nako...

jess bless everyone!
Basta Ikaw Lord!:)

Monday, March 13, 2006
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Good Luck to US!

I really hope and pray our interview in the US embassy will be alright.. ive been praying for this for a very long time and i hope kuya jess grant my prayers.. Our interview will start at 1:30 but we have to be there one hour before our interview start and that's why were going to leave the house around 9:00 am, para maka-iwas sa traffic and sa Manila pa yun..malayo! hahaha! goodluck to us....

Pray for us!
Amen Lord Amen

kuya jess kayo na po bahala...

have to go, people! i need to wake up before 9am....

jess bless everyone!:)

mwah!

Jm my friend! selos ako kanina ha..kasama mo si kamille?hehe! love you friend kahit may kamille ka na basta dito lang kami ni jaja! haha! joke..mwah!

Sunday, March 12, 2006

kainis!
nawala yung layout ko..anu kasi tinggal ko sa template ko?! huhuhu! my mistake. sana hinde ko na ginalaw...hmmph! feel so bad!!

on a ligther note:

-had mass in greenhills...i talked to kuya jess again..after mass nawala ulit ang pagkainis ko...i lift it up to him again..

-had dinner in litte asia..love it!

-My family and I will be having an interview in the US embassy on tuesday... goodluck na lang sa amin..i hope and pray mabibigyan kami ng visa! and sana 2-3 years ang tanggal niya... kuya jess please?? hehe..

-im almost done with my business plan...tito resty will be checking it first before i pass it on monday.( march 20)

-my kuya paolo is in boracay..napaka suwerte! ako na lang sa magkakapatid hinde pa dun nakakapunta...

-in a few minutes..im going to bed na..coz i have class tom..and my mother is getting mad at me coz i stay long in the internet...haha! im sorry mom, internet is my vitamins...hehe! ayoko na makarinig ng sigaw...everytime naririnig ko sumigaw mom ko, nahihigh-blood ako e...

hah!

have to go guys...lots of paper works to do tom

1. Business Plan

2.Power point

3.Venture office management coursework

4.venture office group report.

5.economics paper

6.journal about my life for retorika.

i have lots of work loads! i hate it! i really hate it.... gaad! finals na next next week wala pa ako na-pagaaralan...masydo kasi ako focus sa business plan project ko...shooot talaga...

last na talaga ito

im so pissed roxie is still in pinoy big brother! paalisin na nga siya! hinde siya bagay dun! i really hate her...

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Friday, March 10, 2006
Pressured.Stressed.Panic.Tensed

i want to die now!!!! this business plan is killing me I SWEAR....i hate it! i hate it! why did i choose this course!?! wala sa plans ko mag take ng business course for college but i have no choice na andito nako at nasimulhan ko na, but im really having a hard time na! solo na ito, hinde group project....jusko anu na gagawin ko( kuya jess please help me! i need you).... wala pa ako half way sa papers ko...ang dami ko pang kulang. i need more research and conduct a survey for my business which is a Pet Grooming center....grabeh, nakakaloka esp. sa business plan... pakshit talaga...struggle ito!! KAGULO!

i just realized that even though im studying sa isang school na sobrang mahal at ang dami tamad, but yung course ko naman is freakin hard sobra,sa simula madali lang pero pag dating mo na sa majors PATAY kana dali na! magigisa ka at magsusunog ng kilay! i SWEAR..mas malala pa course ko sa mga kapatid ko nung nag aaral sila sa ateneo...seryoso..hinde ito nakakatawa....BS Entrepreneurship is not "baksakan" course but its a really really f*ckin difficult...hinde ka dito pwede manghula,mag-bola, lahat lahat na..malalaman talaga nila...and yung harder part of this is the recital you will present on your OWN! present ka ng powerpoint presentation of your business infront of the lead directors of the school...i have experienced it already napaka panget ang feeling sobra...kakabahan ka at titirahin ka...lalaitin yung mga mali mo..kapag hinde mo nasagot tanung mo, susungitan ka nila...tas anu pa sasabihin nila na makakasakit! waaaaah! i know naman i can do it! sobrang na prepressured na ko sobra...malapet na kasi e..sa march 27 na... gusto ko sobrang ganda ng business plan ko at presentation ko..dapat sobrang linaw... hinde na nga ko lumabas with my friends today coz i have to fix my plan..tas financial plan pa...ito pa yung pinaka-mahirap! waaaah! jusko po! KUYA JESS! HELP ME! HELP ME TO BE MORE MASIPAG! bigyan mo ko ng powers na para mas mag-sipag ako....im really having a hard time now, my parents, friends is helping me out..nihihiya na kasi ako hinde na sila nakaka-work because of me e..pero ganun talaga kapag madami nag mamahal sayo diba? kaya IM SO HAPPY na may nag hehelp sa akin...hai.. enough of this na nga, sumasakit lang ulo ko..at hinde na nga ko makatulog sa kakaisip e... school papers is bullsh*t!

anyway...i don't have class tomorrow! Thank god is friday! but hinde ako gigimik i have to first fix my papers...after finals na ko magliliwaliw...mag-spa ako! lahat ng pampakalma at pampatangal ng stressed!

i will do everything for you KUYA JESS...i will bever let go of you KUYA jess.... Basta Ikaw Lord! kahit MAHIRAP! KAHIT MASAKIT.. BASTA IKAW LORD PARIN....

I CAN DO IT! I CAN DO IT! I CAN DO IT! B.I.L mahal kita!

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

hello People!
ayan may nag post na rin sa akin TAG BOARD kahit papilit yung isa diba MIKE?? thanks parin..hello Mavy how are you na? ken fanatic parin ba? yup DAZER na rin ako...saya noh? kakatapos ko lang mag days nung Feb. 10-12..sobrang saya! oo nga tagal naten hinde nakikita... im busy with school papers e...thesis na kasi..ikaw how're you na? mga TENSED peeps musta na? I miss you all guys..pasenya na hinde na ko nakaka sama sa inyo..hope your doing fine...best regards to everyone....

anyway....im now here in school lib waiting for my 2:30 class (retorika)! BOOO! im so bored!.... mostly students who stays here in the library is just using the computer just to play games in yahoo...bihira lang mga tao dito nag-aaral at mag-research.. see how thames people are? one word lang TAMAD and PASAWAY! at nilalaro nila dito is POKER! addicted ang mga tao dito mag laro ng poker tas one time dito sila nag tatago sa lib para mag laro( yung actual ha...tas may pustahan pa), pero malas nila nahuli na sila..hehe! well actually i know how to play poker na rin because my friends here in school they teach me how! hehe...see ako rin nag papa-influencia..haha! but hinde ako nagkikipagpustahan ha! wala ako money to bet! sila lang yun..hehe! thames people talaga..sobrang PASAWAY..kahit ganun sila este kami.. WE HAVE A GOOD HEART.. so TRUE..hehe

after my class im going straight to my dads office..i have to finalize my financial plan today so i can past it tom....buti na lang im half way done na..thanks to my dad siya mismo gumawa e.. his going to explain sa akin lahat...hahaha!

nothin much to say for today...im just killing time lang! yoko lumabas na sobrang init e... oh! my badminton game ako tomwr..haha! goodluck to me...

bye guys!

Jess Bless! Basta Ikaw Lord!

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

my blog is so boring and i don't have time to fix my layout due to school papers and i feel so lazy fixing it because my internet server is very slow...dial-up lang kasi...anyway my cousin in law of my dad from New Jersey USA is here in Manila and we been bringing them in greenhills,podium,tiendesitas,and eastwood and all we do is to EAT! EAT! EAT! grabeh, wala kamatayan ang pagkain...masaya kumain pero minsan hinde ko na napapansin im getting bigger na...waaaah..also in school after my class, we also eat rin..lahat kinakain namin pang-pataba tas lagi ko napapansin lagi na ko nagugutom ngayon! oh god! its really hard to control sobra..kanina nga i want to eat mcfloat and twister fries in mcdonalds for marienda pero, tiniis ko na wag kumain pero pag dating ko naman dito sa bahay, wala na, kakain nanaman ako.. i was able to finish 6 sumans and 6 chicken nuggets w/rice in one table! huhuhu! ang baboy ko and in a while were having dinner na! i can't take this anymore! I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT, dapat payat na ko sa graduation pic and bago mag june payat na ko...after ng "jess days" ko 2loy na 2loy na pagkain ko ng marami, napansin ko yun lakas talaga ng epekto ng days sa akin...haha! pero I MUST LOSE WEIGHT..

my mom is getting mad at me if she see me eating junk food and sweets...bawal na sweets dito sa bahay and chips e..after what happened kay mommy things change sa mga pagkain which is good naman, pati kami nadadamay! anyhow i need to go swimming and badminton with my thursday friends: jaja and jayem sa celebrity, yun na yung work-out ko! im glad na may kasama na ko....after this term i have to exercise and lessen na kinakain ko..dahil hinde na nakakatawa!

finals is fast approaching...waaaah! ako'y kinakabahan na paano ba naman kasi defense nanaman...AYOKO NA! eto ang pinaka-mahirap sa entrep subjects...as in ikaw lang mag-isa mag present sa harap ng "jurors"..if ayaw nila presentation mo as in titirahin ka talaga nila, para kang pressure cooker sa harap nila..kaya dapat hinde na ko kakabahan para hinde na ulit mangyari yung nangyari sa akin last year...aware na rin ako...i will try my best talaga! i can't fail this, patay ako sa tatay at nanay ko if i fail this subject! 6 units to and majors pa...THINK postive pampam! i know kuya jess will be there right beside me....hinde ako nun papabayaan...well kahit ngayon andito sa tabi ko e....I KNOW I CAN DO IT! I CAN DO IT!

have to go now guys...surf! surf! muna...in a while kasi mag-uusap na kami ng dad ko regarding sa aking business....

JESS BLESS!

Wednesday, March 01, 2006
BONDING WITH MY FRIENDLY DAZERS

had a good day in school today, kahit lagi inaasar at niloloko okay lang sa akin, because i know that panlalambing lang nila yun for me and their testing me if macocontrol ko ang aking pag-pikon..hehe! which is na-control na...a lot of people nakaka-pansin na nun na hinde na ko masyado na pipikon kasi ngayon sinasakyan ko na sila, at hinihiritan ko sila! hahaha...kahit sapul ang pang-aasar sa akin okay lang..tanggap lang ng tanggap right? yan ang natutunan ko sa days... since sumali ako sa event na ito, i met a lot of great and funny people, noon dinadaan ko lang sila, ngayon nakakasama ko na and i share na rin all of my problems and funny memories sa life ko..kasi mas magaan na loob ko sa kanila now e...i found a family na i can lean on if im in trouble.im very thankful that kuya jess gave me lots of friends na sobrang babaet at cool...

kanina lang Von ( my tatay-rector) advised me na dapat wag ako ma-pikon if inaasar ako ng mga tao...esp sa kapatid ko..he knows kasi na how i treat my kuya if inaasar ako e....i told everything to him during my days...kahit nakakatawa pero nag advised parin siya, na dapat tanggapin ko lang pang-aasar niya its a way of showing LOVE! ibis na ipakita na niyayakap ako o o nilalabing o sinasabihan ng I LOVE YOU! sa pang-aasar na lang ang ginagawa ng kuya ko.... gets niyo ba? sobrang na touched ako sa advised ko kasi so TRUE e...as in sobra! sabi niya sa akin "MAHAL KA NG KAPATID MO" tanggap lang ng tanggap sa mga sinabe sabi ng nasty things about me coz its not true at all! awwwwwwwwww! von is such a sweet person..labs ko talaga yun...good adviser! kahit sobrang lakas mang-asar okay lang coz panlalambing lang yun... i was touched he told me that I CHANGED na raw, hinde na raw ako masydo na pipikon... buti naman at napansin niya yun! THE BEST TALAGA SI VON! now, i found i really good friend na pwede ko takbuhan if i have problems....dati galit nga ko sa kanya now were good friends... basta all i meet sa days are very speacial to me..and I LOVE THEM...

kanina everywhere i go sa sulok ng school inaasar talaga ako mga schoolmates ko....kanina si Mike Enriquez( one of my funny good friend) ginagawa niya wall paper yung picture ko sa isang pc sa school! gege ang kulit..tuwang-tuwa, ako naman natatawa kasi nakakatawa siya e..pero hinde ako nainis o napikon? kahit paulit-ulit niya ginagawa okay lang, kasi wala lang yun for him..gusto lang niya ako pag-tripan but in a good way...pero at least pinalitan na niya ang wallpaper sa pc...hahah! laugtrip talaga yun!..pero i also love this guy e..he makes me happy..astig mga hirits at jokes niya..kapag malungkot ka, ok toh! kasi pasasayahin ka niya..kahit medyo makulit at maloko ito pag time na seryoso ang pag-uusapan seryoso siya sobra...dami na rin siya na-share sa akin... ako rin..hai....goona miss this guy if i leave thames..

anyway after my class i bonded with my dazer friends: aimee, jm, and jed..ayun usap-usap about life anu na nangyayari sa amin after my 4th day...basta almost everything...cympre hinde mawawala ang pang-aasar...tas waited for jm kasi may oral test siya, then we went to church sa eastwood para mag-pa ASH..kaso aimee didn't joined us coz susunduin na siya ng parents niya and sila na lang ang mag-family ang mag-papa ASH...since 2 lang kami ni JM, naghanap kami ng kasama since nalaman namin na JAJA( one of my dazer friend) has class and nalaman namin hinde pa siya nagsisimba ayun, niyaya namen..tas we went na to eastwood chapel after we prayed nag bonding kami, we had dinner sa FUZION..haha! its a good place! very cozy sobra....tagal namin dun half an hour kami dun, sobrang bonding and kulitans hinde namin namalayan at naramdaman lumindol pala..haha! had a blast! tomwr bonding ulit, mag badminton kami sa celebrity! yey! finally may kasama na ko mag celeb! hinde na ko mag-iisa... can't wait! im so lucky dumadami na friends ko..bakit ngayon pa kasi sila dumating e....... huhuhu! kung kelan na paalis na sila bound to UK dun pa lang kami nagiging close..hay...ganun talaga ang buhay.....tska ngayon ko lang nalaman na kapithbahay ko lang si JAJA! hay naku..sana sa knya ako minsan sumabasabay....basta im happy na may ka badminton na ko....YEY!!! galing talaga ni JESS!!

many blessings na talaga binibigay ni Jess for me....

1. More Good Friends
2. Very supportive Family
3. Im more stronger na....
4. hinde na ko napipikon masydo...
5. nag-rereach out na rin ako....
6. i never fail to forget to pray to jess this past few weeks..sana tuloy tuloy na ito..
7. mom is gettin better! AMEN LORD AMEN
8. im okay in my studies..

basta a lot of things dami nangyayari! i can't explain everything! iba ang days e...sobra!

oh...on friday! RE-CHARGE! im so excited! were having mass then party with my beautiful and handsome kapatids! i miss them! i miss our bonding times...so this is a day we will gather all together...sobrang excited!!! kaso lang kami ang manlilibre sa STAFFERS! haha.. papakain namin sila, hinde pa kami nag-uusap anu dadalhin and san ung party gagawin....bahala na si tatay von dun! basta ako pupunta kahit makatikim ako ng madaming asar dun! pupunta parin ako...

MISS KO NA DAYS! sana mag JULY na..hehe!

oi have you watched Pinoy Big Brother! laughtrip si KEANNA umihi sa damuhan..go girl! kahit weird at least mapag mahal siya na kaibigan....she is so sweet!! tatagal talaga yun dun sa PBBC... at least inamin na rin ni RUSTOM na he is a GAY...pero sobrang galing ng butterfly thing noh?? galing! galing! si kuya jess talaga gagawa ng signs for you to tell everything anu nilalaman ng loob mo...basta ma-ilabas mo lang....oh diba?? eto i want to share with you guys my favorite songs during my days with the lord..sobrang meaningful ito....

Life, is not all that bad my friend (Hm-m-mmm...)If you believe in yourself, if you believe there's someone, Who'll walk through life with you.You'll never be alone, just learn to reach out,And open your heart. Lift up your hands to God,And He'll show you the way.

And he said, "Cast your burdens upon me,Those who are heavily laiden.Come to me all of you who are tired of carrying heavy loadsFor the yoke I will give you is easy and my burden is lightCome to me, and I will give you rest.

" When you feel the the world is tumbling down on you.And you have no one that you can hold on to.Just face the rising sun, and you'll see hope,And there's no need to run. Lift up your hands to God,And He'll make you feel alright

sobrang totoo niyan...kapag your so down and all alone and you have no one to run too..si kuya jess is there for you..siya bahala sayo!

BASTA IKAW LORD!