Wednesday, March 01, 2006
BONDING WITH MY FRIENDLY DAZERS

had a good day in school today, kahit lagi inaasar at niloloko okay lang sa akin, because i know that panlalambing lang nila yun for me and their testing me if macocontrol ko ang aking pag-pikon..hehe! which is na-control na...a lot of people nakaka-pansin na nun na hinde na ko masyado na pipikon kasi ngayon sinasakyan ko na sila, at hinihiritan ko sila! hahaha...kahit sapul ang pang-aasar sa akin okay lang..tanggap lang ng tanggap right? yan ang natutunan ko sa days... since sumali ako sa event na ito, i met a lot of great and funny people, noon dinadaan ko lang sila, ngayon nakakasama ko na and i share na rin all of my problems and funny memories sa life ko..kasi mas magaan na loob ko sa kanila now e...i found a family na i can lean on if im in trouble.im very thankful that kuya jess gave me lots of friends na sobrang babaet at cool...

kanina lang Von ( my tatay-rector) advised me na dapat wag ako ma-pikon if inaasar ako ng mga tao...esp sa kapatid ko..he knows kasi na how i treat my kuya if inaasar ako e....i told everything to him during my days...kahit nakakatawa pero nag advised parin siya, na dapat tanggapin ko lang pang-aasar niya its a way of showing LOVE! ibis na ipakita na niyayakap ako o o nilalabing o sinasabihan ng I LOVE YOU! sa pang-aasar na lang ang ginagawa ng kuya ko.... gets niyo ba? sobrang na touched ako sa advised ko kasi so TRUE e...as in sobra! sabi niya sa akin "MAHAL KA NG KAPATID MO" tanggap lang ng tanggap sa mga sinabe sabi ng nasty things about me coz its not true at all! awwwwwwwwww! von is such a sweet person..labs ko talaga yun...good adviser! kahit sobrang lakas mang-asar okay lang coz panlalambing lang yun... i was touched he told me that I CHANGED na raw, hinde na raw ako masydo na pipikon... buti naman at napansin niya yun! THE BEST TALAGA SI VON! now, i found i really good friend na pwede ko takbuhan if i have problems....dati galit nga ko sa kanya now were good friends... basta all i meet sa days are very speacial to me..and I LOVE THEM...

kanina everywhere i go sa sulok ng school inaasar talaga ako mga schoolmates ko....kanina si Mike Enriquez( one of my funny good friend) ginagawa niya wall paper yung picture ko sa isang pc sa school! gege ang kulit..tuwang-tuwa, ako naman natatawa kasi nakakatawa siya e..pero hinde ako nainis o napikon? kahit paulit-ulit niya ginagawa okay lang, kasi wala lang yun for him..gusto lang niya ako pag-tripan but in a good way...pero at least pinalitan na niya ang wallpaper sa pc...hahah! laugtrip talaga yun!..pero i also love this guy e..he makes me happy..astig mga hirits at jokes niya..kapag malungkot ka, ok toh! kasi pasasayahin ka niya..kahit medyo makulit at maloko ito pag time na seryoso ang pag-uusapan seryoso siya sobra...dami na rin siya na-share sa akin... ako rin..hai....goona miss this guy if i leave thames..

anyway after my class i bonded with my dazer friends: aimee, jm, and jed..ayun usap-usap about life anu na nangyayari sa amin after my 4th day...basta almost everything...cympre hinde mawawala ang pang-aasar...tas waited for jm kasi may oral test siya, then we went to church sa eastwood para mag-pa ASH..kaso aimee didn't joined us coz susunduin na siya ng parents niya and sila na lang ang mag-family ang mag-papa ASH...since 2 lang kami ni JM, naghanap kami ng kasama since nalaman namin na JAJA( one of my dazer friend) has class and nalaman namin hinde pa siya nagsisimba ayun, niyaya namen..tas we went na to eastwood chapel after we prayed nag bonding kami, we had dinner sa FUZION..haha! its a good place! very cozy sobra....tagal namin dun half an hour kami dun, sobrang bonding and kulitans hinde namin namalayan at naramdaman lumindol pala..haha! had a blast! tomwr bonding ulit, mag badminton kami sa celebrity! yey! finally may kasama na ko mag celeb! hinde na ko mag-iisa... can't wait! im so lucky dumadami na friends ko..bakit ngayon pa kasi sila dumating e....... huhuhu! kung kelan na paalis na sila bound to UK dun pa lang kami nagiging close..hay...ganun talaga ang buhay.....tska ngayon ko lang nalaman na kapithbahay ko lang si JAJA! hay naku..sana sa knya ako minsan sumabasabay....basta im happy na may ka badminton na ko....YEY!!! galing talaga ni JESS!!

many blessings na talaga binibigay ni Jess for me....

1. More Good Friends
2. Very supportive Family
3. Im more stronger na....
4. hinde na ko napipikon masydo...
5. nag-rereach out na rin ako....
6. i never fail to forget to pray to jess this past few weeks..sana tuloy tuloy na ito..
7. mom is gettin better! AMEN LORD AMEN
8. im okay in my studies..

basta a lot of things dami nangyayari! i can't explain everything! iba ang days e...sobra!

oh...on friday! RE-CHARGE! im so excited! were having mass then party with my beautiful and handsome kapatids! i miss them! i miss our bonding times...so this is a day we will gather all together...sobrang excited!!! kaso lang kami ang manlilibre sa STAFFERS! haha.. papakain namin sila, hinde pa kami nag-uusap anu dadalhin and san ung party gagawin....bahala na si tatay von dun! basta ako pupunta kahit makatikim ako ng madaming asar dun! pupunta parin ako...

MISS KO NA DAYS! sana mag JULY na..hehe!

oi have you watched Pinoy Big Brother! laughtrip si KEANNA umihi sa damuhan..go girl! kahit weird at least mapag mahal siya na kaibigan....she is so sweet!! tatagal talaga yun dun sa PBBC... at least inamin na rin ni RUSTOM na he is a GAY...pero sobrang galing ng butterfly thing noh?? galing! galing! si kuya jess talaga gagawa ng signs for you to tell everything anu nilalaman ng loob mo...basta ma-ilabas mo lang....oh diba?? eto i want to share with you guys my favorite songs during my days with the lord..sobrang meaningful ito....

Life, is not all that bad my friend (Hm-m-mmm...)If you believe in yourself, if you believe there's someone, Who'll walk through life with you.You'll never be alone, just learn to reach out,And open your heart. Lift up your hands to God,And He'll show you the way.

And he said, "Cast your burdens upon me,Those who are heavily laiden.Come to me all of you who are tired of carrying heavy loadsFor the yoke I will give you is easy and my burden is lightCome to me, and I will give you rest.

" When you feel the the world is tumbling down on you.And you have no one that you can hold on to.Just face the rising sun, and you'll see hope,And there's no need to run. Lift up your hands to God,And He'll make you feel alright

sobrang totoo niyan...kapag your so down and all alone and you have no one to run too..si kuya jess is there for you..siya bahala sayo!

BASTA IKAW LORD!



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